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I am freaking out!

I just got off the phone with my friend Ray.

He told me our friend Carrie was having headaches

and seeing in "Picassoish" vision.

She was also having headaches.

She went and had an MRI done,

and something was really wrong in her carotid artery.

Then Ray had to get off the phone, something happened with his daughter.

So now all I know is that something is very wrong with a good friend of mine.



Oh wow. Oh wow. OOOO.



Something just clicked in me. I heard it fit together.

I'm totally freaking out for Erin,

her partner is very sick.

All of a sudden.

When all of your thoughts and memories are of them well.

I tears my heart to pieces.

It wracks me with sorrow,

The lost time apart.

My lie cost me my life.

The life that should have been.

But thank the benevolent force,
that works in my life.

My love has found me again.

And we have that

once in a million,

earth moving

feeling for each other.

Of this I am eternally grateful.

For long have I regretted,

Being so horrible to my ONE,

who I loved so much.





Ouch. Gee that really came out of left field.
Wow. how therapeutic.
Cathartic really.
Huh. I need to think like this more often.
Huh.