power saver off

Why I am stressed out:

1. separation from significant other
2. buying a car
3. negotiating loan for said car
4. conflict in relationship with mother
5. relocating
6. applying for housing
7. seeking employment
8. loved one sick
9. raising a teenager
10. filing for divorce
11. money
12. food
13. sick

I just wanted to record the reasons behind my...my....
death grip on reality.
SO much easier to just slip away,
off to the safe place in my head.
BUT I can't do that.
Not this time, not right now.
MUST stay here and focus, pay attention, get things done,
one at a time- eventually all situations will right themselves,
I will have a new geographic location.
I will be home, and the dust will settle.
but not if I slip away, not if I let the power saver take over.
I am doing my best to STAY.